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August 2021
Kavita Ezekiel Mendonca
amendonca@gmail.com / kavitaezekielpoetry.com
Bio Note: As a retired teacher, I enjoy writing narrative poetry, preserving mostly family memories and experiences of my home in India, and my present home in Canada. The highlight of the year was to have a poem of mine featured in the 2021 Yearbook of Indian Poetry in English. Two other recent anthologies, Shape of a Poem and Witness (Poetry of Dissent), have published my poems as well. The poems in Verse-Virtual have provided much enjoyment and inspiration and I look forward to each issue.

This is the City

After the Nursery Rhyme, This is the house that Jack Built.

This is the city my father loved
That he called home, that wrote his poems,
That created the slums, that built the skyscrapers
That jammed the trains, that crowded the buses
Where he walked the streets - that somebody built.
 
This is the city that I have loved 
Where I was born where I was raised
Where I ran for the buses, in four-inch heels
Danced in discos all night long, studied in the colleges, sang in choirs
Dated the boys, then married a man - that I loved.
 
This is the city where I lived by the sea 
Ate street food, shopped fiercely, listened to Rock music
Read Enid Blyton, Ayn Rand, borrowed from friends,
Practiced for Sports Day, studied for exams - that I did not love.
 
This is the city that I have left, I know not why, I cannot remember
This is the city lodged in my soul, something stuck in a tooth, I cannot remove.
This is the city that I still love, with its dust and grime, will always be mine
That I must in Hindi call Bombay Meri Jaan, meaning Bombay my love
A city whose name I no longer can pronounce - that is now called Mumbai.
                        

Bombay Fish Market

Here the entire sea 
Comes in with the fish
Wet, Wet, Wet,
Everything is wet
The stench, indescribable!
Bell-bottoms and flipflops
Not appropriate apparel
In a Bombay fish market.
Mother scolds me for making
Poor dress choices.
 
The fisherwomen loaded with gold ornaments
Jasmine flowers in their hair
Call out in raucous voices,
The fish wear sad expressions
Lying on stone slabs
In salt sea-water.
 
Mother bargains with her usual style
The fisherwoman says
I’ll sell you the fish cheap
if you give your daughter’s hand in marriage to my son.
That was the last time
I went to the fish market with Mother.
Fish curry at home erases 
The fish market experience.
Still the enjoyment of the curry 
Comes tinged with a bit of guilt
Sadness for the fish
On the stone slabs, their eyes follow me.
 
Father takes me to the Aquarium
A once-in-a-while treat.
A better place to admire fish.
 
Still my preference is to go down to the sea with him
Where I dream of writing a poem
like John Masefield’s Sea Fever.
 
The fish are at home in the ocean
That travels the shores of my city.
I wish for everything Masefield desires
Unlike him, I am afraid of the sea.
                        
©2021 Kavita Ezekiel Mendonca
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